1800 reasons that I have to let you go

you promised me you you would never lie to me. but what do you call saying you want nothing to do with me. baby I can read you like a childrens book. dont you forget that. I know I wont as each mile keeps ends from meeting. we finally got on the same page and it was torn out of this story. what hurts the most is the could-have-beens and the never-weres. there are 1800 reasons I wont blow your cover. and 1800 reasons I hold myself back. 1800 reasons I cant be with you.