Helpless Romantic

what do you get when you plus me equals way more trouble than I can handle. but I cant fight this attraction anymore than ever did in the past. For better or worse, until lust do us part. I want to trust you but I dont think I can trust myself.

I write too many of these silly songs that don't mean much at all.

You take one step forward and three steps back. at this rate there wont be a crossing of paths. I have a one way trip down a broken road. and no idea where im going to go. if I stumble and fall can I know youll be there? can I know youll be any help at all? are you stuck in your own dead end game. have any of us changed or are we all the same. the destination is all the same, the only variants being whens the grave. its not about the end or where we begin. its about who we have with us through thick and thin.

1800 reasons that I have to let you go

you promised me you you would never lie to me. but what do you call saying you want nothing to do with me. baby I can read you like a childrens book. dont you forget that. I know I wont as each mile keeps ends from meeting. we finally got on the same page and it was torn out of this story. what hurts the most is the could-have-beens and the never-weres. there are 1800 reasons I wont blow your cover. and 1800 reasons I hold myself back. 1800 reasons I cant be with you.

Nostalgic In A Way I Cant Remember

You made me feel so small, but not insignificant. Fingertips on exposed flesh. Teeth and skin. Black and Blue. Lace and Lights. Sealed Lips. Pressed hips. Two days short of rest and two hearts way ahead of themselves. I ways known to everyone but themselves. You have to think out of the box and farther away from this picture to see it.