Thursday, November 29, 2007

Notebook # ?

I'm at sixes and sevens with everything in my life. There are too many things and not enough time. I make more exscuses than I have any right. Whats wrong with me? Don't say everything is alright.

The only thing I'm sure of is that I'm not sure of anything. The only thing I know is that I don't know anything. The only thing that is easy is you.

I'm plumeting in a fall that will have a heartfelt impact. I'm falling with the tempo thats I can feel from the speakers. Rate this song just a notch above the rest. Even though it is rather simple. I am at a loss for words to describe how I feel about you. I love you doesnt feel like enough. All my witty one-liners are erased when you are on my mind. Which, darling, is all the time.

I don't need you tonight. I need you forever. As long as you're mine. I'll be okay. I'll be alright.

Darling I don't blame you. You can't help it anymore than I. I'll sing you this suffering lullaby and hope it eases your mind. I couldn't avoid this addiction.

I had nothing to prove, except to myself. Everything I've ever done was for everybody else.

It starts. A slow unraveling of sainity. Let go of who you are and who you ever hope to be. Dare to trust me. Let love break you down. I'm coming undone in your arms. Let love build us up, stronger and better. New and Improved. We are stronger together than if we ever dared to stand alone.