Broken Doll

i can never do this right. each season i mess everything up again. i try. i promise i do. but its never enough. sometimes i get lucky and scrape by. im so tired of trying. im so tired of going nowhere fast. give me a crown for being the queen of fuckups. i wish i had the ability to blame. but there is noone left. oh poor baby's and im sorrys just dont cut it. i need some magic. three wishes are more than enough, i only need one, fix me. i wont open that bottle. that just makes me so much weaker. ive already crumbled once, i cant fix my word. i dont think i can fix me either. "broken doll" you called? my heroes cant stop this.