"Its a strange way of saying that I know Im supposed to love you."

I said I wanted to yell him for hanging on her.
When all she ever did was hurt him.
No need to tell me to turn those tables.
I already regularly beat myself up over it.
Whats worse?
Having been lead on to be loved
Or never loved at all.
Is it wrong that I love you?
Or just a case of not knowing a good thing when I see it.