Keep It Short, But Not Always Sweet

I guess I can't re-use titles, that's pretty lame after all.

2011-10-30T01:27:00.004-05:00

the age of no turning back

bad ideas and worse decisions

and this incessant need to rhyme.

shit.

I told myself to come back to the world I used to know,

a world of hurt and word vomit.

I'm just going to keep writing 'til I feel better.

fall asleep, or am sober.

Whichever comes first.

Noone here will judge me,

in my world I can do no wrong.

Perfect me, my perfect self.

Dream big.

With my alice complex and delusional ideas.

Love and pain, so intertwined that they're the same.

Breathe it in like its your last breath of air.

Taking the low road, hope to see you there.

I once said I only write when I'm miserable. Hello truism, we meet again.

2010-11-10T02:20:00.003-06:00

Its far too late, burning the midnight oil over tired hearts. There is a drip, drip, drip of pathetic desperation setting the rhythm. I keep dreaming of the wrong you. A rot, slowly eating me away inside. I can't eat, I can't sleep with out thinking of you. I feel consumed. A slow smoldering flame. I am twisting, writhing, grinding to this dance. So frustrated and wound tight. A repressed corkscrew of guilt, in the pit of my stomach growing stronger. This war rages on in the chamber's of my heart. A viscous battle for happiness that leaves a path of misery in its wake.

2009-11-30T05:22:00.002-06:00

sleep is your worst enemy, but the only escape from all the pain. You've built your walls so high that you can't find your way out. Just dull grey bricks, day after day they are all the same. Reminders of each mistake. they've burned into the back of your eyelids, and everywhere you looks its like ghosts that haunt you. I worry for you so, and only wish that I could do more.

2009-05-16T03:07:00.001-05:00

I make myself sick. It tears me up inside.

blackberry stash. (mmm tasty)

2009-05-09T22:37:00.002-05:00

you smell so good, but how do you taste?

I should be sleeping, but I guess I was hoping you'd miss me and call.

I have very little life, but way too many excuses it seems.

There are papers everywhere. Its such a terrible mess. There's dust and clutter on every surface and I'm anything but dressed to impress. This house is sinking into my thoughts and fucking everything up. If this isn't a side effect then I don't know what is. worthless thoughts. worthless things that just get in the way.

2009-02-26T19:52:00.003-06:00

I'm the Queen of keep it simple, or maybe just lazy. A copyartist with pride in doing it all on my own.

Ultraviolet

2009-02-11T00:01:00.004-06:00

im performing a solo meant never to reach your ears. these little dirty secrets really arent so little, actually rather infulencial. im ultraviolet inside, you only get the whole picture when the lights go down. Paper thin walls echo the sounds inside my head. everything glows, at least for a little while. I was born blind, but in the dark I see. (well.... figuretively)

Maybe you're not so important anymore...

2009-01-28T23:30:00.002-06:00

its the same old song and dance that you do when noone is looking. You give me an inch and i wish for a mile. youre such a tease. you are playing my heartstrings with verifiable skill. pluck, pluck pluck, think of a word that rhymes. Yeah i know you got it. youre not dim, just a little bit misguided. its been so damn dramatic. but things are settling. and despite being a little bit lonely and desperate for money. im really happy. it feels like i should be miserable, i think a small part does. but a majority vote always wins.

Broken Doll

2008-12-09T21:55:00.003-06:00

i can never do this right. each season i mess everything up again. i try. i promise i do. but its never enough. sometimes i get lucky and scrape by. im so tired of trying. im so tired of going nowhere fast. give me a crown for being the queen of fuckups. i wish i had the ability to blame. but there is noone left. oh poor baby's and im sorrys just dont cut it. i need some magic. three wishes are more than enough, i only need one, fix me. i wont open that bottle. that just makes me so much weaker. ive already crumbled once, i cant fix my word. i dont think i can fix me either. "broken doll" you called? my heroes cant stop this.

Pause

2008-10-12T11:50:00.004-05:00

how low can you go. they really werent kidding. im so over this crazy limbo. everything is on hold yet the show must go on. take a bow and save the tears for the afterparty. prepare for backlash and fortune and fame.

Little.

2008-10-05T22:31:00.003-05:00

Give me just a little. just a little bit. All im asking for is a little less space and a little more you. A little more Ahh's and a little more Ooh's. Just a little bit faster tempo a little bit faster, yeah you. Heart beats baby they make up this song, now let me hear yours a little louder a little more strong.

2008-09-28T00:38:00.002-05:00

i totally slept in your hoodie last night.
it smells like you.

....if you actually read this you should be able to understand.....

Maybe Ill Wake Up Tomorrow And Forget How I Feel

2008-07-17T20:13:00.003-05:00

babybabybaby

break my heart like a clock that just keeps on ticking and refuses to stop.

give me something to do if only just to pass the time.

click your heels.

blow me kisses.

color me outside the lines.

the same shit that i fall in love with is the same shit i cant stand

im not running in circles, but im still effectively going nowhere.

_ _ _ _

If i had all the riches in the world i still wouldn't be happy.

....

2008-07-08T12:34:00.005-05:00

I'm many things to many people. but nothing important. Just the fact that you are hearing this is a start. Open your ears. Open you heart. To everything you ever wanted. Do me a favor and believe. even if you dont believe in your self believe that something amazing could be just around the corner. Through dumb luck, or hard work its always possible

This is me writing you and everything else out of my life.

2008-05-20T15:26:00.003-05:00

I miss the memories like a broken heart and I loathe who I was. Everything has gone to hell. Its time for me to not think about you and what you did. Stretch my wings and learn how to fly. It seems easy, but have you ever tried? Leave everything behind. Spotlights. shine bright. Let someone please see me tonight. One face becomes another and to see you again would be earlier than I would have liked. Take this to heart in the form of a knife.

Old Freind. Free.

2008-04-30T16:42:00.003-05:00

If I had a choice I'd still be there. even if I was would you still ignore me? would you say you dont care and never did. throw me out with everything that was so last year. I go well with the vitntage you. oldfashioned and useless. File me under "Opps... well that was a mistake." forsake good times and better memories for what?

From Thirty-six Thousand Feet....

2008-03-17T12:26:00.002-05:00

Baby, the world sparkles from up here. The stars don't shine nearly as brightly as the city lights in naive eyes. soon enough the smog and acid rain cloud and burn those bright eyes. but you'll never leave. It will leave you pinning for a fix and for rehablilitation of innocence. So close to everyone else. "Get out of my head" The city of angels has fallen. Just scratch the surface and realize that it has taken every bit of you and yet it is still empty.

So Many Things I Had Forgoten About

2008-02-28T20:28:00.004-06:00

you're driving me out of my mind, out of my head and out of this town. For a while you were my anchor but even the greatest ships have to move. a strong enough storm can move anything

Runaway

2008-02-21T11:25:00.002-06:00

She wants to run away. Run far away from this place. To feel her feel hit the pavement and scream “I’m free.” Run to that horizon that she’ll never reach. She doesn’t care anyway. She’s only running away from all of her problems. She doesn’t care anyway. She’ll never go back except to send her love back in bomb threats. Her heartstrings wrap around her throat, anchored back at what should have been called “home” and every step makes her choke. Home is where the heart is but she never had enough heart to call it home. A toast to every little thing you’ve ever wanted and a toast to living without them. She broke those strings and flew away, wax wings. She reached for the stars but only made it to the sun before those wings lost their will. She tumbled back down to reality with a resounding thud. She picked up her bruised heart and stared ahead. The road is straight and smooth, its her that is broken. The road less traveled is just a detour from the easy way out. Everyone reaches for those stars and the select few that are able to grasp them have done so through using others as stairs. The reason gets lost in the rhymes and starry eyes. It’s all so utterly pointless. An effort for something greater than any of us will ever be. Turn her pockets inside out and dump those skeletons out on the road. They’ll be better company than she’s had in years. She’s going out of her mind and in all honesty she never wants to come back. No one would miss her anyway. She’s running away.

Emblematic

2008-01-19T08:27:00.001-06:00

At the best of times I'm confused. At the worst of times im lost. I'm Just one more broken soul and recycled heart, damned to hell from the start* I have a one-shot story with an unhappy ending. If I said I could see the future cleary I'd be the best liar you will ever know. I've got loads of charm but nothinmg deeper than what you can see. Nothing can bring me down. I'm already there.

*Taken From "The Vampire Lestat" by Anne Rice

2007-12-11T21:07:00.000-06:00

Oh god how it kills me. Where are all the words I want to say? they are so trapped inside my head that I have no way to reach them. All these recycled words and thoughts sound the same. I'm going around circles in a dictionary trying to find something new. You say I have a big vocabulary, you're right I do, and its doing its intended purpose. I can't even get you to see through my facade with a blunt word to the back of the head. Keep telling me I'm wrong, maybe I'll start to believe it. No matter how hard you believe, dreams don't come true and when you wake up in the morning all you have is the memory of the could-have-beens. I'm the tallest person you know, I'm six feet under and out of this world.

2007-12-11T20:47:00.000-06:00

Clouds of breath incircle our heads. A foggy halo that erases everyone from existence except you and me. It's the hall way kisses, and the hugs that whisper in my ear that you are always there for me. It's all i'll ever need or want to wake up beside you and know that your mine.

Notebook # ?

2007-11-29T17:21:00.000-06:00

I'm at sixes and sevens with everything in my life. There are too many things and not enough time. I make more exscuses than I have any right. Whats wrong with me? Don't say everything is alright.

The only thing I'm sure of is that I'm not sure of anything. The only thing I know is that I don't know anything. The only thing that is easy is you.

I'm plumeting in a fall that will have a heartfelt impact. I'm falling with the tempo thats I can feel from the speakers. Rate this song just a notch above the rest. Even though it is rather simple. I am at a loss for words to describe how I feel about you. I love you doesnt feel like enough. All my witty one-liners are erased when you are on my mind. Which, darling, is all the time.

I don't need you tonight. I need you forever. As long as you're mine. I'll be okay. I'll be alright.

Darling I don't blame you. You can't help it anymore than I. I'll sing you this suffering lullaby and hope it eases your mind. I couldn't avoid this addiction.

I had nothing to prove, except to myself. Everything I've ever done was for everybody else.

It starts. A slow unraveling of sainity. Let go of who you are and who you ever hope to be. Dare to trust me. Let love break you down. I'm coming undone in your arms. Let love build us up, stronger and better. New and Improved. We are stronger together than if we ever dared to stand alone.

Darling I Love You Like A Photo Negative Of My Refection.

2007-10-18T22:30:00.002-05:00

All I can think is how selfish I am as I stare into the mirror and scrub at the tear stained cheeks. I promise to be there for you but I'm not even reliable to my own thoughts. I'd give my soul to posses what it takes to be half the person you are. I take first place in the pagent of disappointments and fakes.

Pity Idiocy....AKA me.

2007-10-11T13:10:00.000-05:00

I love you like I'll never love anything else. You are the only thing about this town that keeps me going in the middle of the night when I curl up and cry my self to sleep. I cant bear to hurt you but its my only talent. I tried to tell you who I was but you chose to remain blissfuly ignorant behind rose tinted lenses. I'll never be who you think I am. I'm dead weight but you just havent noticed it yet. All I can do is think straight. I've lost everything that I thought ever mattered and all im left with is the consequences of my actions. Ive eaten my own words enough to feel ready to explode. I've made my bed and now I cant get out of it.

Helpless Romantic

2007-07-31T12:48:00.000-05:00

what do you get when you plus me equals way more trouble than I can handle. but I cant fight this attraction anymore than ever did in the past. For better or worse, until lust do us part. I want to trust you but I dont think I can trust myself.

I write too many of these silly songs that don't mean much at all.

2007-07-17T01:56:00.000-05:00

You take one step forward and three steps back. at this rate there wont be a crossing of paths. I have a one way trip down a broken road. and no idea where im going to go. if I stumble and fall can I know youll be there? can I know youll be any help at all? are you stuck in your own dead end game. have any of us changed or are we all the same. the destination is all the same, the only variants being whens the grave. its not about the end or where we begin. its about who we have with us through thick and thin.

1800 reasons that I have to let you go

2007-07-17T00:54:00.000-05:00

you promised me you you would never lie to me. but what do you call saying you want nothing to do with me. baby I can read you like a childrens book. dont you forget that. I know I wont as each mile keeps ends from meeting. we finally got on the same page and it was torn out of this story. what hurts the most is the could-have-beens and the never-weres. there are 1800 reasons I wont blow your cover. and 1800 reasons I hold myself back. 1800 reasons I cant be with you.

Nostalgic In A Way I Cant Remember

2007-07-10T14:26:00.000-05:00

You made me feel so small, but not insignificant. Fingertips on exposed flesh. Teeth and skin. Black and Blue. Lace and Lights. Sealed Lips. Pressed hips. Two days short of rest and two hearts way ahead of themselves. I ways known to everyone but themselves. You have to think out of the box and farther away from this picture to see it.

"Leave My Lonliness Unbroken"

2007-04-27T22:12:00.000-05:00

Lipstick prints on the mirror. Is all thats left of me. I stole away in the night. I can't take the tearful goodbyes That won't mean a thing beyond this moment. I'll send my love back in bomb threats.

2007-04-27T22:09:00.000-05:00

It's No big deal. What are a few more secrects between best friends. she said "You're so lucky to have someone like him." Yeah. thats me the luckiest girl in the world. Leaving without saying hello. 'Wana get out of this place?' I'm already out the door.

2007-04-27T22:04:00.000-05:00

This is hell and the high watermark is just above my chest.

Tell Me I didn't waste those 11:11 wishes on you

Starry eyes and whispered goodbyes. Just a breath on waiting lips and pressed hips.

Ran out the door. left my life at home. I've got directions, but nowhere to go. where the 'X' should be is the empty space where my heart once resided.

Silent Ringing

2007-04-27T22:00:00.000-05:00

Chasing after best friends. take me, take me. how was your day? because mine was lonely. thanks for letting me know you cared. thanks for always being there. P.S. note my sarcasm. Going back to the beginng won't change a thing. All I can do is get out and don't look back. Everytime I try to tell you No you jerk the chain wrapped tight around my throat and flip on the flair for dramatics and false 'I Love You's. It's too late, too late.

Generation "Y" Should I Care

2007-04-27T21:54:00.001-05:00

This is a part of the "no future generation" Imediate gratification and no consideration. You're striving to get out and be 'in' This murder scene of this tragic act that is a badly written play, only you are sitting in the audience. The critics reviewed that those attending are dressed to kill. So it might as well be a hit. Though thye forgot to mention the victims: the characters onstage and yours.

2007-04-09T04:00:00.000-05:00

Diamond dusted eyes in a crowd of fakes. though they may shine brighter only the genuine shine true.

It's Better That You Don't See The Real Me For The Sake Of Your Nights

2007-04-07T01:05:00.000-05:00

late nights with just me and that flashing line. I put my fingers to the keys but nothing comes out. the output im allowed is taken by one oversized mouth that doesnt know when to shut up if it slit its throat. I'm just as bad as the next person the lies just slip off my tounge like cars off bridges. maybe if I do it enough I can convince myself that its true.

This Lullaby Whispered Through Speakers into Late Night Hearts and Heavy Dreams.

2007-03-27T00:05:00.000-05:00

I open my eyes and close them at the same time. Begging for you to be here and begging you to disappear. I don't want/need the distraction of your lips on my neck and your hands wrapped around my throat. Scream out into the night that you love me. One more little white lie wont make a difference. The list grows every day, the names. Mine is the last on the list penned in the lifeblood of shattered hearts and broken dreams. This Lullaby whispered through speakers into late night hearts and heavy dreams.

music vs. you

2007-03-19T19:04:00.000-05:00

just one more unfullfilled dream
except at night
when the music pumps through the speakers into willing ears
but can't fill the already full hearts
and reflects in starry eyes dazed by the lights and the fame
too good to be true vs. it wasn't there in the first place

Im standing on this stage
ready to be gutted and hung on humorous gallows
my heartstrings are wrapped tight around my throat
and you have every intention to watch me choke
the morbid irony of late nights vs. the distance between us.

The Curse of You

2007-03-18T22:09:00.000-05:00

the words coming out of my speakers
are just to damn apt to apply to this situation
eyes closed lips pressed close
just one touch means more than most
promise you'll never leave me
promise you'll always be.
promise me you aren't just a dream.
you'll never know the butterflies you give me

If the road to hell is paved with good intentions what is the road to heaven paved with?

2007-03-11T14:59:00.000-05:00

Instead of making it we're breaking it
hearts crumble left and right at our fingertips
we latch on tight and take you along for the ride.
down a road paved with not so good intentions.

The Rubber Band Effect

2007-03-11T14:55:00.000-05:00

you said I was just rebound.
baby you dont know half the truth in that
I'll come back into your arms everytime.
and sting as I do
a snap back to daydreams and late night fantasies.

"Threw Caution to the Wind, But I've got a Lousy Arm

2007-03-10T01:12:00.000-06:00

My eyes burn from the salt in these open wounds.
Drowning all my fears in the release of tears.
Tomorrow I wont be able to say "its all better."
But for now my eyes run wetter Than you'll ever know.
It breaks my heart to leave you behind.

"Its a strange way of saying that I know Im supposed to love you."

2007-03-05T21:27:00.001-06:00

I said I wanted to yell him for hanging on her.
When all she ever did was hurt him.
No need to tell me to turn those tables.
I already regularly beat myself up over it.
Whats worse?
Having been lead on to be loved
Or never loved at all.
Is it wrong that I love you?
Or just a case of not knowing a good thing when I see it.

freedom approaches.

2007-03-04T22:08:00.000-06:00

it has been pointed out to me that in exactly 13 months.
I will be 18
I can finally get out of this fucked up relationship
but im terrified.
I cant do this
as much as I await that day
I wish it would never come

"I'm addicted to the way I feel when I think of you."

2007-03-04T21:50:00.000-06:00

one more broken heart
on one more torn sleeve
but I'll give it to you anytime you want
beyond all reason
I will always love you
the Damage of falling has already been done
Why climb the ladder of sainity
to just risk falling again
this time harder.
Whatever it takes to keep you around.
ask anyting of me and I'll try my best
I dont know where I would be if I lost you
though its not like I ever had you to begin with.

The Notebook in my Pocket Holds my Darkest Secrets

2007-03-01T23:24:00.000-06:00

the only thing that seems to hold my tounge is your mouth.

I wish I could hate you
but all my hate is wasted on myself.
It would all be so much easier if I didnt care,
but my mind cant bare the thought of not dreaming of you.
You are always in my heart and on my mind
what a pleasant weight of you on top of me.

Grin and dont bare it
just dont let them know how much it hurts
be honest to a fault lets get ready to rumble
quake my world
all it takes is a little bit of friction

I only write when Im miserable
and darling i have a whole novel devoted to you

you've created a monster
you told me to do it
and darling oh did I ever
I stalk you in early morning dreams
and in the hallways of your memories
In your bedroom
you'll find me wearing nothing
but my heart on my sleeve

To Weak To Live. To Weak To Die

2007-02-20T00:45:00.000-06:00

I used to say "I should take my own advice" but where am I left when there is no advice to be taken. Truly lost. Though I don't know where I'm trying to go therefore it shouldnt matter. Pick up the few pieces of my life that I can carry and walk out that door and never look back. I can't see the future and to be honest I cant see past the end of my nose. Im already flat on the ground what does it matter if I trip and fall. at least I'll be moving. What am I saying. I don't have the strength to pick myself up let alone walk out the door. I wish they would just lock me away somewhere and give me something to make it all fade away. I cant stand this much longer.

"Put Out The Light, And Then Put Out The Light."

2007-02-20T00:29:00.000-06:00

you told me to believe
and hold on just a little longer.
but believing is for fairy tales.
im no hero,
but im definately tragic.
I'm Othello and my Desdemona is the future.
I killed us both.
This is the final curtain.
All my acts are coming to a close.
I'm a badly written play.
There wont be any applause.
I don't deserve it anyway.
This cant really be considered an end,
since it never really existed.

Lullaby for Insomniacs

2007-01-14T12:41:00.000-06:00

Hush darling
i'll hold the terrors at bay
lay your weary head down
close your eyes
dont make a sound
there is nothing left for you to say

Happily Ever Never

2006-12-22T02:26:00.000-06:00

I keep getting addicted to the bad story lines of bad writers.
suffer through the computer talk and slang.
to find out what I already know.
one more cliche after another.
many of them start to sound like my life.
minus the romance and happy endings.
what is a happy ending when really the story continues on
what is the life after
do the princess and prince charming stat having martial problems?
does the prince go out and cheat with the barmaids?
Its nights like this when I ponder things like this.
do the happy endings ever stay happy.
and if in that sense they really arent endings at all.
therefore are there no happy endings.
but hte optisimist in me says that doesnt mean they are all UNhappy endings.
one more of lifes riddles...

When You Hit Rock Bottom The Only Way Is Up

2006-12-19T00:30:00.001-06:00

take those pills out of your pockets.
It will be so easy to throw them down the drain.
Along with the wieght of the world
Pass it on down.
Let me carry some of it for you.
Your weakness makes me strong.
In that I want to help.
Like an adrenaline rush.
I have more than enough brawn to protect you.
If only you would give me the Chance.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel
Even if you cant see it yet.
Ill be your light If you need it
Lean on me
Or cry on my shoulder.
I offer everything I can give
Ill blame myself If you dont pull through
Ill blame myself that I wasnt strong enought to save you.
Be okay.
It will all be okay.

Merry Christmas Fuckers

2006-12-17T22:48:00.000-06:00

What happened to all that this time of year used to be?
Im looking in through the window watching my family decorate the chirstmas tree.
and for once in my life not caring that I am the outsider.
Im glad to not be a part of it this year.
Just call me Ebenezer Scrooge.

Unnoticable

2006-12-15T17:08:00.000-06:00

I dont want to turn into just another face in the crowd.
You mean so much to me.
But truly dont even know I exist.
Its a cruel world.
that makes us fall in love with four things we can never have.
Let alone know.

Deceptive

2006-12-13T18:34:00.000-06:00

Boys will be boys
but girls are much worse
devils without the horns
you cant tell malice from ordinary
temptation is their greatest weapon
boys will be boys
and fall at thier feet

2006-12-10T02:26:00.001-06:00

I write these words.
And play God.
In my own head is the only place I feel in control.
Even then it's only part of the time.
Im just a lonely writier.
Playing with toys know as word.
Wearing a cape and a paper sign that says GOD.

2006-12-10T02:25:00.000-06:00

so insignificant in this world of magnificent.
I'm basking in your limelight.
begging for just a small sour taste
You have lifted me up so many times without knowing.
it brings me down to have no way to show it.

Im memorium

2006-12-10T02:24:00.000-06:00

It's nights like tonight that make me rember why he was my best friend:
I miss the boy who was my best freind.
I miss the boy who used to text me at midnight:
*Whisper* Chanelle? you awake?
but because he looks so much older.
I forget he's just a boy.
not a man.
he scares me.
because he shows me I'm not fearless.
There are things about me he gets that nobody else does.
It's nice to know you don't suffer alone.
I want to tell him all of this.
But Im afraid he will push me further away.
Just like last time.

2006-12-10T02:22:00.002-06:00

I gave you my heart.
refundable for thirty days.
you returned it.
broken in half.
Im the one at a loss here.
while you walked away unscathed.
I was left begging for an early grave.

2006-12-10T02:22:00.001-06:00

there is a good reason these are always short.
I have nothing worth saying.
nothing that your ears or eyes will ever care.
I try and imitate.but only intimidate.
myself.
I take up blank space.and spread my feathers
.in hopes to ruffle yours.
to make myself look bigger.
so that hopefully you can see me.

2006-12-10T02:21:00.002-06:00

I would sell my soul to be able to create the beauty.

you have instilled in my world.

I hear the melody in my head.

but I can't get it out.

the pressure builds.

untill it drips from my eyelashes.

2006-12-10T02:21:00.001-06:00

sit there.

try to smile and look pretty.

tough luck.

its not easy to hide.

what you keep locked up inside.

but tend to show to me.ugly.

2006-12-10T02:20:00.001-06:00

Good luck.

or should I say break a leg.

because all the worlds a stage.

I think I might just dive off.

and hope to god someone catches me.

2006-12-10T02:19:00.002-06:00

music breaks my heart.

yet it is the only thing that keeps it beating.

If I cloulnt hear.

I dont think life would be worth it.

Music is a way of life.

It keeps the world going round.

2006-12-10T02:19:00.001-06:00

With me

what you get is what you see.

or is it?

what do you see through your eyes?

through mine I see:

a fake.

a cliche.

a follower.

a copy cat.

an unorignial.

all are sins in my eyes.

yet they are all I ever see.

2006-12-10T02:18:00.001-06:00

Im fluent is sarcasm.

So dont' think anything you said.

was lost in translation.

sweetheart.

I understood everyword that was dripping with disdane.

But frankly I dont care.

2006-12-10T02:17:00.000-06:00

Dream on girls.

Because that is all you will have in the morning.

night fades.

but the dreams stay with you.

never to come true.

life is a sick sick joke.

Im tired of some puppet master.

tugging at my heart strings.one day they might snap.

2006-12-10T02:16:00.000-06:00

so my old Blog was acting up going to transfer all entires to this one.